VERY HURT...VERY CONFUSED?

Let me start from the begining...I was in a car accident and broke my neck and you guessed it...I got addicted to hydrocodone taking 12-14 a day...well I kicked that and the doctor put me on tramadol and said it wasnt addictive....yeahright... well I toldmy wife many times I would quit and even went thru withdrawals on a weekend,but that was just because I ran out...I wanted her and Marissa and my drugs...I never thought she would leave...she even left and went to her mothers and I thought just be nice she will be back and you can keep on taking your pills..Itold her that Iwould get treatment and counseling this time...I do want to quit ...she calledmethis morning and was nice and we talked andshe saidif I get help and honestly get myself straightened out she would see about giving us a chance...then at lunch...she calls meandstarts nice , then starts getting angry and yelling about what I have done and she is not gonna try...said getbetter for yoyrself....so I dont know what to believe,when she isnice or angry...I would thi k when she is nice,cause alot of things said i anger arent ttrue